Poor me =(

It's mushroom growing day!!! My butt is going to be flat after long period of sitting on the chair and facing to the laptop. This is how university student's life is, so don't be so frightening if you see me gaining so much weight. I keep myself in static motion more than dynamic. This is just NOT me.

Yes, I'm doing the same thing throughout this weekend. And it is NOT me!!! Issshhhh...What makes me so panic with the final exam? It's just the first sem, and I stably pass for most of the subject. Hmm...What is the purpose to get the first class degree? Being well-known by friends and lecturers? Or skipping master and straight for the PhD? It doesn't help much for my PTPTN loan since I only got the HALF loan. Meaning I owe the government half the price of the other engineering students do.

Argghhh, I don't know why there are millions of discourage motive appears on my mind. I got no mood to study at all, and yet, I'm taking the unwell as a reason for not doing my best. I am to relaxing and spend half of my day on bed. Wondering how my result will be for this sem. Ishhh~ I am so poor :(