This realistic and sickening world is something that everyone FORCE themselves to accept it!
Someone that I mentioned include ALL the successful profession employers!!!
As I am undergoing civil engineering course, do I have to train myself for living in this bloody hell?
Yes, people disagree my marriage, people disagree my private lifestyle, people discriminate me and pushing me aside with all my tears are left behind with me.
But what more can I do? Shout? Smash or Scold? Which 'S' should I prefer?!
I rather 'S'hut myself down inside an empty room and live in my fairy tale dreams!
But how long can it lasts? A night? A month? A year? A decade? Or my lifetime?!
Hell NO, it lasts for hours!!! Only for HOURS!!!
After all the tears evaporate by the discomfort atmosphere
It is the time to wake yourself and FORCE yourself to ACCEPT the killer life!
Bla-ing so long, just to admit that I am NOT happy!!!!
How will you cheer yourself when you are depressed?
Whatever it is, I'm just exhausted with the strain pushing and pulling!
I am coming to the critical point of plastic formation and no longer overcome the elasticity forces!
Brittle me will collapse any moment without a proper care or handle!
"I made you a cookie, but i eated it"
Sounds like, "I need a shoulder to cry out loud, but you come after my tears are dried"
Time heals? Time kills too!!! Anyone though of this?
I need a break, sometimes.
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