气气气

I'm tiring with all this SHIT!!! Please, stand on my side and think about what will you do if u were me!!! Yeah, I'm trained to be strong since I was young. But I do have feeling too!! I'm human being as others!!!

When I recall 4 years ago, I was crying so hard in my room, and I was alone. I need a companion. I need somebody to share my problems with. But when I text you all, none of you reply my text messages. The feeling that  being ignored is disappointment. Today, when similar problems happened to you, stop hoping that I will listen to you and clean up the SHITTING things!!!

It's been millions of times that I remind you all, please don't push the responsible of yourself and all the rubbish to me!!! I'm not a rubbish bin!!! I will never help you all to clear up those rubbish!!! I'm so mad at you all with this kind of characteristic!!!! GET LOST!!!

当你们需要我的时候，很顺口叫我得名字。也许我是家里排行最小的那个，当你们需要我帮忙，无论多简单，芝麻小事，从小都爱叫我名字！为何就不站在我立场想想一下？难道你们不知道你们的习惯可称为伤害人的最佳武器吗？我真的累了！对你们的失望不停的加倍。我~无言了！

以前的我，或许给你们觉得我是很听话、没主见、很无所谓的人。那是因为以前的我有肩膀靠，有地方诉苦，不开心也会被逗到开心。可是现在的我，你们也应该感觉到了吧！我不再有肩膀依靠，更没有属于我自己哭泣的角落了！我只要求那么简单的一个家，温馨和快乐的家，如果你们给与不了，请您让我寻找可以让我快乐的角落，好让我把家里带来的泪痕给淹没！

我真的很累！！