Random #9

It should be a happy night actually,
but things happen so sudden
and resulted my mood turns bad!

It's not because of one or two lil' stupid kiddish thingy,
but it's the matter of my LIFE!!!
Now, it is all DULL!!!

For this moment,
the only thing that I ask for is just a warm shoulder.
I need someone to accompany when I'm fallen to grave!

What should I do now?
Who is willing to listen to my obstacles?
And how can I comfort myself to sleep?

Millions of times I repeat to myself for being STRONG,
but I'm a human being that easily influenced by the surrounding.
I am so afraid right now.

Hoping to be a 'Metal-man',
so that I don't need to waste my time for resting,
and worrying about things in life.

But even 'Metal-man' or so called robot
will face the end of the life too.
There is no prefection in this reality.

Until now, all I believe is TIME.
Let those problems settle down by the time.
And this is my final wish for this month!!

End of the May, brings along the tears with me again.